There’s a letter on the table..
A piece of paper yet no label.
A letter with few words, few lines.
I don’t believe what read my eyes.
Cause what they read is that you’re gone.
You couldn’t be with us no more.
Your body aching, heart and soul,
the only way was – end it all…
The tears are pouring from my eye,
you’re now my angel in the sky.
Oh God, if I could turn back time,
to be with you that wintertime…
I can’t imagine how you felt,
what made you go and take that belt.
What kind of power over-flew you,
what monster feeling mind went trough?
Destruction – only thing that’s left behind.
Our hearts are aching, I’m losing my mind.
No matter how much time goes by,
question will always remain – WHY?
I pray for you each day in my life.
This wound of you gone – cuts deep like a knife.
Our lives will never be the same again,
for you are not here – to ease the pain.
The letter silently falls on the floor.
The clock would stop, gentle breeze would blow..
I pray for this seconds when I feel you near,
wait a bit longer – then you disappear…
Light up a candle, beside lay the Rose.
Guiding your way, bring light to the shadows…
© Chilli Regina, October 2016